Sleepwalker- Adam Lambert
I saw a picture of you
Hanging in an empty hallway
I heard a voice that I knew
and I couldn’t walk away
it took me back to the end
where everything
I tasted all
I tasted all the tears
Again.
Outside the rain is pouring down
There’s not a drop that hits me
Scream at the sky but no sound
Is leaving my lips
It’s like I can’t even feel
After the way you touched me
I’m not asleep,
I’m not awake,
After the way you loved me
I can’t turn this around
I keep running into walls that
I can’t break down
I said. I just wander around
With my eyes wide shut because of you
I’m a sleep walker
Walker
I’m a sleep walker
Walker
Everywhere that I go
I see another memory
and all the places we used to know
They’re always there to haunt me
I walk around and I feel
So lost in the light
You’re everything that I want
But you don’t want me
I can’t turn this around
I keep running into walls that I can’t
break down
I said
I just wander around
With my eyes wide shut because of you
I’m a sleep walker
Walker
Let me out of this dream
Dream
Let me out of this dream
All I Want For Christmas Is You
Friday, December 25, 2009 10:19 PM
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! :D Happy Birthday Jesus! (:
All you need is a stuffed turkey to make you feel stuffed.
Been binging on turkey and fruit cake like as;ldfkjas;dljf!!!!
Need to run, like soon soon soon!
I've been nothing but a couch poootato this whole hols, speaking of which I ate a lot of potatoes just now ohmytian. I'mma look like the pumpkin in my pumpkin soup just now omg D:
K THIS IS BORING TALKING ABOUT MY SOON-TO-DEVELOP FATS HAHAH.
Updates!
21st: Batch picnic at Botanic Gardens! The turnout was quite good hehe and yay at least the food didn't go to waste (cos Sec 4 farewell was postponed, thus the sudden BATCH PICNIC) Learnt the memory game (the one that you're supposed to get as many ACES as possible yes I never knew how to play wtv) :D
:D :D Saw sherye there with her friends too hahaha! :)
............ and a few hours later, it was MINOZ fanmeeting at Max Pavilion!!!!!
SUPER MEMORABLE MY SECOND TIME SEEING HIM IN REAL LIFE <3>
REALLY GOTTA SAM FOR GETTING THE TIX!!!
IT WAS SO LAST MINUTE AND ALL, BUT THANKS HEHEH!
It was really unforgettable :D
And there are really MANY MANY MANY RABID FANS OUT THERE!
Like those who stalk him 24/7! Omg hahaha.
HAHAHA anyway see the CAKE Lee Min Ho was standing next to in the photo?
SAM AND I GRABBED THE CUPCAKES WITH THE 'LEE MIN HO' LETTERING!!! :D
Which means he blew on it lmao lmao and yeah, it's the one and only (k fine, there are 2 'E's in Lee Min Ho); BUT STILL!!! :D
NYEH I'M NOT AS MAD AS THE REALL MAD FANGIRLS. YOU SHOULD SEE THEM AND READ THEIR FAN ACCOUNTS LOL!!!!
K this is crazy I never imagined myself doing this haha!
But it's really memorable lah hahah once in a lifetime :D
23rd: Went for Christmas caroling with Rciy-ers! Was tiringgg. My favourite thing is the spastic Santa hat. LOL. (: Sherye and I were mad fangirling over who else but Adam Lambert!!
AND IT'S THE CHRISTMAS SEASON YEAHYEAH GOBBLE GOBBLE
I'M DREAMING OF A WHITE CHRISTMASSSSSSSS
Labels: Christmas, first love fanmeeting, lee min ho
FIFTEEN
Sunday, December 20, 2009 11:45 PM
Hmmn Today Is My Birthday. (:This year is totally different from the rest haha.
I am prouda say that I have matured quite a lot yay I have found joy in GIVING rather than RECEIVING lmao lmao lmao! Talk about the spirit of xmas.
THAT DOES NOT EXEMPT YALL (WHO ARE READING THIS) FROM GIVING ME MY PRESSIE AHAHAHAHAHA.
AND OMG OMG OMG i had a total shock/ super big surprise just now....
I'M GOING TO SEE LEE MIN HO TOMORROW!
BEST BDAY PRESENT EVER, LOVE YOU SAM! :D
CAN'T WAIT FOR LEEMINHO STALKING DAY AGAIN!!!!
EXCITEDXZXZXZ!!! :D
Labels: birthday lala
money, fame and fortune never could compare
Friday, December 18, 2009 4:34 PM
A quickie before I rush back to the hospital again!Not sure if I wanna share, so maybe I will, or won't.
Anyway, there's been a rather huge turn of events lately, good and bad, but I won't even try to begin talking about it.
Went for early morning mass with daddy today, I think it's my first time going on a weekday morning whoa.
Yknow when you watch dramas, how the characters always run to the church when they're in some kind of turmoil... yea I used to find it so cliched but actually the church is really quite peaceful (:
Maybe when I feel depressed and suicidal and emo haha I'll run there to hide. LOL
Met up with Auntie Marge (spontaneous!) who gave me an advanced birthday treat at Swensons yipp. (: Calories piling up too lols. Was like eating 2 people's share! I was just omnomnom all the wayy.
And I almost lost my PHONE today! Left it at swensons and suddenly I just had the urge to find my phone HENGMAN.
Just the other day, I thought I lost my pouch at 313Somerset, but it turned out that I didn't wheehee.
I should really set my first new year resolution: NOT TO LOSE MY STUFF!!
Rah really hate losing stuff.
Ps: I love mummy and daddy and jie. that was so random (:
Labels: Lunch with auntie margaret, the op
Keep running into walls that I can't break down
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 10:22 PM
HOLA!Today was pretty awesome ((:
Went for training (hmphh L haha), then went home to shower, chionged to meet Law and Viv.
Oh yes random insert...I have PINK hair extensions now! :D Law too. Hers is like electric pink though, mine has a more reddish hue. (:
Anyway we met at J8, wanted to watch movie but no nice movie so..
We went to 313@Somerset! :D
Ate at some italian restaurant and the tiramisu gave me a belated stomachache.
K SO ANYWAY THE POINT IS we started talking abt some stuff... and it really really freaked me outt omg omg omg haha. Can't believe it man.
Ate at some italian restaurant and the tiramisu gave me a belated stomachache.
K SO ANYWAY THE POINT IS we started talking abt some stuff... and it really really freaked me outt omg omg omg haha. Can't believe it man.
After viv left for training Law and I shopped at Forever 21 and Cotton On! Bought some cute stuff. (: Saw Jody too hehe.
(RANDOM INSERT) Haha and Forever21 was playing Adam Lambert songs!! :D
We carried on window shopping until like 8 plus?
Then went to J8 for dinner, then homed (:
Oh yeah and there's this shop at 313@Somerset called...
YEAH M FTW.
K I'm so poooped needa go sleep soon.:D
Oh yeah, was supposed to go meet church friends today but... HAIS ANYWAY HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO SAM THAM (:
(Lost my pouch wteff. Seriously hope the security ppl find it.)
Labels: 313Somerset, PINK hair extensions
No escaping when I start, Once I'm in I own your heart
Sunday, December 13, 2009 11:25 PM
K sorry just HAD to post this!OMG gotta love 0:43 to 0:55!!
He does the smirk as;dlfkasjd;lfkj (!!!)
I wonder what would happen if he weren't gay... But it's the gay part that makes it all the more asdlfk;lk. Ok this is so twisted omg.
Anyway! I went for the church advent camp with Rciy people. (:
Hm I guess I'm probably joining rciy.
Christmas party on the second night was quite good (Yay turkey i love turkey :D), my group was doing the food part WHOA ONIONS ARE REALLEH LETHAL :O Law and I were epic fail man. And Sam and I kinda got tricked into an impromptu piano/electone duet perf (Canon haha) LOL.
And we kinda made a pact to eat at Sakae Sushi after camps. Lol (:
Oh wells. I'm seriously considering a purple/pink hair extension! Or a haircut. Either or but I'm really quite scared to cut my hair! I remember how sad I was when I cut it last time... lmao.
Haha ADAM LAMBERT FTW! (:
Ohno what do I do if this craze doesn't fade :S
Labels: adam lambert AGAIN, onions are evil, rciy
you thought an angel swept you off your feet
Friday, December 11, 2009 10:02 PM
AHHAHAHA OMG TAYLOR LAUTNER LOOKS HOT HERE, IKR!! :D
Watched NEW MOON with Al Kelly (YAYYY THX U NICE :D) and Boon ((: (Aww Nico D:)
I think it was okay lah, the books are def a lot better (:
AND FOR ONCE JACOB OUT-HOTS EDWARD? :D
Haha maybe I'll add Taylor Lautner to my celeb stalk list LMAO.
K I missed out a lot of details but anyway, Kelly is nice haha she watched with us even though she didn't want to! (: And Kelly is the master of reverse psychology oh well you really know how to play with my mind huh. (:
HAHA AND TRAINING TODAY WAS EVENTFUL i won't go into details cos Al's blog has covered it all but it was funnyyyy haha. And tiring hm JUGS IS A KILLER. (!!!) Have never experienced such a crazyass time trying to lift an effing machine lol. I am so convinced that I would FAIL as a mechanic hahaha.
K TODAY HAS BEEN PRETTY FAB YAYNESS.
Xoxo,
M (:
Labels: jugs is a killer, New Moon, training
Need a second to breathe
Thursday, December 10, 2009 8:40 PM
Buon Giorno! (: That's Italian for Hello! Haha cool.
So this is what I've been raving about for the past few days...
who else but ADAM LAMBERT!
HAHA so what if he's gay HE'S THE HOTTEST GAY EVAHH ADAM FTW.
Love ALL the songs in his album (:
I love his voice! It's like the timbre of his voice is excitingzzz. Like when I listen to his songs I get some kind of weird thrill. LMAO.
He has the most unique voice OF ALL TIME! OF ALL TIME! LOL.
KKZZ OHMYSHIT THIS IS TOO FUNNY!!!!
ROFLMAOZZZ I TOTALLY CRACKED UP CHECK THIS OUT ESP IF YOU'VE HEARD 2PM'S HEARTBEAT (it's the mv after this crazyass chipmunk one)
AHAHAHAHA THINK I CAN DIE LAUGHING LOL LOL LOL
KK THIS IS THE ORIGINAL
Labels: 2pm, adam lambert
This is the moment when we melt in the moonlight
Sunday, December 6, 2009 9:44 PM
Church Confirmation yesterday (:K it was kinda draggy and all but still it's like graduation haha so EVERYONE was wearing white haha. Kinda strange seeing everyone in white but everyone looked so diff and all so it was quite cool. And of course I got to see some ppl in DRESS ((:
JO was performing hehe (:
Today was pretty awesome. (:
PICNIC (sortof) with church friends at Botanic Gardens haha.
It drizzled a little so we stayed at some freaking antsy shelter playing bridge and (asshole)taiti :D And I pwned man always either the King or Queen (: Explored the place and yadayada (:
HAHA and then bussed home with the rest (:
Jo and I started talking abt primary school days..HAHA quite funny actually.
We would always slack like shit during track training last time then the coach would scream at us in the pretty hilarious way and we would do all kinds of stupid things like naming butterflies we found LOL. And somehow when I'm with Jo in class last time we would ALWAYS get caught talking by 8bfireup (Yes it's our codename for some tr) ROFLMAO.
Haha really miss those days.
Anyway SNGSS is shifting to some new campus in Bradell. No more Street 13 ):
The next time I return to eat orange bowl it'll be in some strange new place where I don't know and no more memories awww.
KKKZ anyway today is a good day and now I have a confirmation name; when I get married next time I'll be known as EMILY JOAN KOH cool much! :D
Ta!
Labels: botanic gardens, Confirmation
If our love was a fairytale
Saturday, December 5, 2009 9:46 AM
Holla (:Went to Borders after training yesterday. I got a nice pretty 2010 planner from Paperchase! ((:
Was making a tough decision between the planner and Adam Lambert's album but after MUCHMUCH CONSIDERATION i figured that the planner would last 1 year so more worth it lah (:
Think I'll get his album some other time lo (:
Hmm church confirmation later. Not exactly looking forward to it, idk why.
After all we spent 9 freaking long years for this day so I guess I should be excitedzzz right.
Haha everyone so gender biased one, like the dress code for girls is like DRESS. Or blouse/skirt.
WHUTTIF I SHOW UP IN A PANTSUIT HUH.
HEY MEBBE I SHOULD JUST DO THAT. Ohman I feel so random.
I mean like. Even newspapers always report men raping women and WHY NOT women raping men. See the world is sexist.
OMYTIAN that was just a random thought.
And I'm not aborting the pantsuit idea :D
Ta!
Without Words
Monday, November 30, 2009 4:11 PM
OMGGGGGG TAEKYUNG FTW ASDLKJA;SLDKFJ!!!Yes I've finished watching YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!!!
Till now I have no idea why the title is You're Beautiful, but HWANG TAE KYUNG sure is beautiful hahahaha :D He looks a bit like Lee Min Ho (PHOTOS LATER HEHE) but quite different AHAHAHA. :D K this is yet another nice show almost rivals BOYS OVER FLOWERS!
I think Lee Min Ho has met his match! ahahah :) :) But I think it ended too fast, like only 16 episodes. I only started watching last friday, and it's over already D: D:
Now i'll get YB withdrawal syndrome D:
And Jeremy is Lee Hongki of FT Island! How cool is that.
Here's a fanvid trailer haha (:
Still/As Ever, one of my fave songs they sang. There's a Hongki/Jeremy version too!
And they sang this too (:
K shit this cracks me up LMAO
HAHAH TAEKYUNG TIME ((:
Labels: HWANG TAE KYUNG
Cos I know this flame isn't dying
Thursday, November 19, 2009 11:49 PM
I'm sick. Again. D:Seems like the inevitable after exams, after camps, after season, after trips. LOL.
Watched 2012 with Boon, Chris, Nico, Kelly and Eunice after training on tues (:
Was nice! I think I was practically screaming silently into my jacket hahaha. Excitingzz :D
Eunice was crying at every 10 minutes? Haha it's supposed to be action-packed, not SAD eunice!
Haha I only teared at the part where the Indian family died in the tsunami lorh. Awww (:/ ):
Yay love Adam Lambert! :D New album For Your Entertainment coming out soon (:
Haha nice al helped me take equipment home ((:
And prevented the breeding of a million kellylikethings LMAO
My head hurts mebbe the world is mad :D
Haha everyone is watching You're Beautiful! Should I watch it haha (:
P.S: WP account yay!
favourite worse nightmare
Monday, November 16, 2009 9:26 PM
HOLLA (:
Went for Arts Fest concert on the 12th. (: The cab uncle couldn't find the place and I thought I was going be late man. But then Nico was performing yay! and so was Amanda, Shyama, Edith ETCETC haha. It was not bad (: All their hard work paid off GOOD JOB YALL! (:
And then I was away for L9 Church Retreat Camp from 13-15 Nov and it was fun! (:
Definitely much better than what I had expected because I literally packed at the last minute resulting in overload LMAO and had to chiong there in a cab within 10min haha.
BUT! It's one of the nicer/nicest camps I've been to. Had an awesome group yay (: And I kinda had a spiritual high after Reconciliation. I felt so light after everything yay!(: Everyone went high too I think LMAO at the mass hugs session hahaha!
And I loved the warm fuzzies too!
This is such a ridiculously short account of the experience but I can honestly say it was great :D
Yay thank God for everything man (: Kinda sad that there wouldn't be any more cat class/ church camps.. but at least there'll be confi and it's gonna be awesome (:
Went to sakae sushi with the girls for dinner after that (:
I am God's masterpiece! And so are you. :D
i don't want nobody.body
Thursday, November 12, 2009 3:57 PM
Awww i just love these two they're so asdlkfajdlskfja.
And it isn't as thrashy as it looks lah they're actually in love like Chuck, Blair, Blair, Chuck lmao.
This is gibberish I'mma lock my blog now :D
ARTS FEST L8R! ;)
Labels: xoxo
What were you doing in my dream last night
Monday, November 9, 2009 2:17 PM
Funny how I'm back here posting everyday when just the other day I thought blogging was superficial haha.We watched My Sister's Keeper today at EngWah, some super stuffy cinema in Toa Payoh.
But the cool part is, we watched it as a whole sec three cohort! (:
It's quite sad at some parts and my whole row ended up sniffling away hahhaha.
Thanks to G for her supply of tissues lmao.
Hope G uploads photos because I actually bribed A into taking photos by saying it was to be my bday present - her photo! lmao. Super cam shy lahh.
And my ankle is so annoying! I can totally walk already but I can't point my toes shizz hate having a retarded left leg.
Haha today must be cookie day.
More than 20 cookies in my tummy (Famous Amos, Subway, Arnotts) RAH DIE LAH :@
